Bla`se....Bla`se

My mind is in a fog, constantly reminding myself of the things I need to do, should be doing, supposed to have done. Knowing what it is I need to be doing, yet it is undone. What does that say about me as a person? King Procrastinator? Probably. I need to get on my shit soon enough, clock is ticking.

When I close my eyes at the end of the day, my mind hazes me, reminds me of the things I did not accomplish that day.

I remind myself that I normally come through in the clutch though.

I've always hit that three pointer with seconds on the clock when it comes to getting things done. But every game does not have to be a buzzer ender. I should come out playing tight defense from the beginning, starting off the game aggressive from the get go, contesting everything. Instead, I allow my opponent to stay in the game, allowing my opponent to gain confidence and a belief that it may catch me slipping and pull off an upset. I need to have that killer instinct in every facet of my life.

Yea, I'm thinking about finals, thinking about putting everything to memory, thinking about mastering everything, putting it all into the big picture, thinking about applying everything, knowing the exceptions to the rules. Its gonna take a minute to do it, but it can be done. Will be done. Time to start packing for the basement of the library. Clean draws, toothbrush, red bull, actually I think I like that new energy drink Full Throttle better.

Where are my freeking vitamins?

I found out I was accepted for a Summer Study Abroad Program in London, England. The classes will be International Criminal Law, and Private International Law. Now I gotta make sure I get all my financial aid together so the trip goes down, I'd hate to run out of cheddah in the six weeks I will be there. I am excited about the opportunity and in learning of the subject matter. I want to also visit some neighboring countries while there. I do worry about the food there, I am getting mixed messages, some folk are like the food is excellent, others are like the food nasty as hell. I'd hate to have to live off of peanut butter and jelly or noodles my entire summer, I could stay here for such delightful meals.

I hear the AKA's are in town for their convention.....I may have to check out their stepshow, though we all know the AKA's can't step. Yea I said it, what???